Unuseful Positivity

Focusing on Positivity doesn't makes me feel happier but I should be grateful for many this in life such as this opportunity to be born, to get a job, or go to school. I should be grateful that I have a roof all over my head, have food. Since, I can't feel happy at all. 

I had no idea why. Life is only suffering. 

I learnt many things too 

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