Contemptuous Personality
Some people have contemptuous personality that others be never good enough
anhedonistic because nothing is ever good enough
I'm heidious. Self contempt.
Wordless feeling
Life is nonstop constant burnout! I went to A&E, years apart for suicidal idealation. Both give MC of 3 days only Can't possibly be well for resting 3 days Fear, rumination & overthinking makes me depressed & anxious. I hope those malfunctional thinking patterns could be spotted earlier on by professionals & be tackled with. Low self confidence also played a role. Mental healthcare is expensive and not as efficient. It takes too much time & doesnt come up with anything useful. Or I have been to IMH & they insisted me to go group therapy whereas I said no. They only insisted of me of going on. I didn't know I was fearful of people because I'm used to be invisible & didn't wanted to interact with anyone as I think they will criticise me. This made treatment difficult as treatment doesn't fit. I only had no words to describe my pain as I have been a quiet person. I didn't wanna complain. I didn't knew how I feel. Or they simply di...
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